2020년 12월 발매된 루엘의 distance입니다. "나는 잘못 없고 '네'가 너무 미워서 두 번 다시 보기 싫다"는 내용의 곡, distance입니다. 아니 이 애절한 곡에 이런 가사...빠져든다... 루엘 덕분에 거리두고 싶은 사람이 몇 명을 떠올리며 그 때를 추억했네요 ㅋㅋㅋ
[Verse 1] I heard you on the phone 네 전화 들었어 I had you in mind 알긴 알았는데 I've been on the run since you walked through the hallway 네 발소리 들리면 피해 다니기 바빴어 Heard it all before 지겹도록 들어왔어도 I don't even mind 이젠 신경도 안 써 I'll do anything, pull me in 내가 뭐든 할게, 날 끌어들이곤 And I'm far away 그리고 난 멀어지네
[Pre-Chorus] You're right there 넌 코앞에 있는데 But I won't say that I'm standin', I'm right here 여기, 바로 여기 있다고 난 말 안 해 When I see you, I panic 널 보기만 해도 난 얼어붙어 So scared of the way it might pan out 혹시라도 또 문제 생길까 난 너무 두려워
[Chorus] Well, I don't want to say that this was all it was 그땐 그랬지, 라고 말하긴 싫어 Tryin' not to stay, but that just made it worse 좀 더 잘해보려 했던 게 독이 됐었어 I've been keepin' my distance 그래서 거리를 둔 거였어 Well, I just wanna know what you're thinkin' 그냥 네가 무슨 생각인지만 좀 궁금해 I just can't explain the way it hurts 뭐가 상처였는지 어떻게 다 설명해 줘? Now that what we had is gone 이제 와서 다 지난 일이고 I don't have the words 난 할 말 없어 I'm so bad at playin' along 난 남한테 억지로 잘 못 맞춰 Savin' my feelings 내 감정 소모하기 싫어서 I've been keepin' my distance 널 멀리했던 거였어
[Verse 2] I talked about it last night, thought I was fine 어젯밤에 혼자 생각해봤어, 난 나쁠 것 하나 없었어 Helped you pack your things, put your bags in the hallway 네 마음 추스르는 거 도와줬었지, 널 어지럽히던 네 고민도 들어줬었지 (*Put your bags in the hallway: '현관의 가방들을 주웠다'라고 직역하지만, baggage는 주로 걱정거리, 고민을 뜻하며 hallway는 노래 가사에서 주로 마음의 길로 비유된다) Maybе in a past life, problems aside 아마 전생이었다면, 고민 걱정도 없이 Wе could make it home, I'd hear you when you're callin' 서로 거리낄 것 없이, 나도 네가 전화하면 들어주긴 하겠지
[Pre-Chorus] You're right there 네가 코앞에 있어도 But I won't say that I'm standin', I'm right here 나 여기, 바로 여기 있다고 난 말 안 할래 When I see you, I panic 널 보기만 해도 난 얼어붙어 So scared of the way it might pan out 혹시라도 또 문제 생길까 난 너무 두려워
[Chorus] Well, I don't want to say that this was all it was Tryin' not to stay, but that just made it worse I've been keepin' my distance Well, I just wanna know what you're thinkin' I just can't explain the way it hurts Now that what we had is gone I don't have the words I'm so bad at playin' along Savin' my feelings I've been keepin' my distance
[Bridge] I've been feelin' so high on the way down 힘든데도 괜히 설레더라 Hope I get another chance, 'cause I know I wouldn't 또 다른 기회가 있길 바라, 어차피 그럴 일 없을 테니까 Wouldn't let you pass by, wouldn't even think twice 내 옆에 오지도 마, 다시 한 번 생각해보지도 않아 Let you out of my mind, I don't even know why 너, 내 머릿속에서 나가, 왜 이러는진 나도 몰라 I've been feelin' so high on the way down 힘들어도 괜히 벅차더라 Said you treated me bad, 'cause you know I couldn't 말했어, 넌 나쁜 사람이라, 내가 못 할 거라 생각하니까 Mmm, you know I couldn't 난 그런 놈 아닐 거라 믿는 너니까
[Chorus] Well, I don't want to say that this was all it was Tryin' not to stay, but that just made it worse I've been keepin' my distance I just wanna know what you're thinkin' I just can't explain the way it hurts Now that what we had is gone I don't have the words I'm so bad at playin' along Savin' my feelings I've been keepin' my distance